It’s December already. The last month of the year and I don’t know how to describe 2013. So many emotions and so many things happened to wrap my head around. Was 2013 a good year for me? I had my happy moments but…probably not. I spent too much of my time thinking, causing me to not able to enjoy this year properly. BUT maybe, just maybe the last month of 2013 can pull things around. It’s still not too late to make 2013 a kickass year yeah? I’ve managed to turn some things around recently, so I hope things will be much happier and smooth sailing for me.
I had a dream last night. I dreamt that I was given a chance to return to something I had given up on. I was swayed temporarily in my dream. I tried to think up with a compromise that would allow me to not quit entirely, and yet allow me some alone time. However I ended up with the decision to still quit anyway. In my dream, I thought it would be better for myself to quit 100% than to keep holding on to this and try to come up with a compromise instead. I realized from the dream that all roads lead to the same path, I’d still end up quitting anyway. Maybe the person in my dream was a sub conscious me. The dream was random, but I did find something I didn’t realize I was finding for; closure. I guess I have made the right decision after all.
“You will find that it is necessary to let things go; simply for the reason that they are heavy. So let them go, let go of them. I tie no weights to my ankles.”
― C. JoyBell C.